END OF MYES!
MYEs was 3 weeks long, but I would say it passed really fast. For the past 3 weeks, I've been just going to school to sit for a paper then go home to study for the next paper. Now, I'm really sick and tired of exams. Exams are just testing how much I can remember for a certain subject. Frankly speaking, I cannot remember anything I've studied for MYE now. What's the point then? Now that exams are over, I can heave a sigh of relief. But results are coming back to me on Thursday. I would definitely not have a pleasant time after showing my results to my parents. Certain subjects I'm bound to fail, confirm will fail. I'm actually worried for the results. This MYE came too sudden, it makes me unprepared. The school said the brought MYE forward so the Sec 2s can go to China without delay, but now their trip are cancelled, why don't MYE be pushed back? I would have more time to study then and at least I won't fail so badly. This year is a hectic year for all the performing arts cca, we do have SYF. MYE starts in less than a month, let's say in weeks, after SYF ended. Isn't this too strenuous for the performing arts students, especially the upper sec? This doesn't really affect some of the sec 2s as not all ccas have sec 2s performing for SYF. This is freaking infair for us. We are expected to perform well and do the school proud for SYF and do well in our studies at the same time. How are we able to meet such expectations? During the SYF period, all the performing arts ccas have practices for almost 5-days in a week. After cca, we are so mentally and physically tired but we are still expected to go home to study. This isn't fair, not at all. For the sec threes this year, I would say most people haven't adapted to the hectic schedule yet. I am indeed one of them. Life as a Sec 3 is still kinda tough and overwhelming for me. I certainly cannot cope everything at one go. Not when there are so many subjects and with papers such as Chemistry and Geography on a same day. These 2 papers are super duper ultra mega content heavy and we have to memorize and sit for the paper. Why don't you just take a gun and shoot me instead? Exams are torturing and it kills me slowly. Although exams are over, I don't have much time for myself either as I would have to face the music and my June holidays would most probably be spent studying. And I have 1 week of extra-lessons for the first week of the holiday. This sucks. The school now takes away another week for me to rest. Damn.
Name: Samantha ❤
Well, I've opened a few blogs before this but I've deleted all of them. I hope this blog would be a platform for my to voice out my thoughts and inner-self. I may use certain types of language and I hereby apologize for them if they were to offend you. I will be sharing all the part and parcel of my life onto this blog. Being it be happy moments, joyful moments, sad moments or angry moments. I had always believed in sharing my joy with others. Enjoy your stay here and do feel free to leave a comment if you want! p.s. no hurtful or judgmental comments please! ><
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